Sweets Demo

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1.
Sweets 04:04
I get this funny when I close my eyes I haven’t felt this way since I last got high I want to see where you’re going Scared to lose you from my reach Every smile that you’ve shown Makes me lose my speech All the time and space that haunts me from my past Can’t keep the wolves at bay and moving too damn fast It’s not enough to know you’re right here Here I’ll wait and swallow down my fear Cold warmth surrounds me like the dark that lights my path Every now and then the feeling presses on my chest This pleasant state reminds me of Empty feelings that were left All the time and space that haunts me from my past Can’t keep the wolves at bay and moving too damn fast It’s not enough to know you’re right here Here I’ll wait and swallow down my fear And I’m so scared of never knowing where you are Pleasant feelings bring me back It’s not your fault, this cross to bear Lonely days without the sweetness
2.
Never near but always here A vacant face in my place Decisions to stay If you left, I wouldn’t blame And I can’t explain what’s on my mind The time it takes me to know you’re not fine I’d like to think it’s not my fault Because of me when it stopped Through those times I had tried To deal with me in my mind Fleeting days creates this maze Keeps us where we want to be What you think scares me Every word, different meaning And I can’t explain what’s on my mind The time it takes me to know you’re not fine I’d like to think it’s not my fault Because of me when it stopped Through those times I had tried To deal with me in my mind
3.
Pale skin brighter than today But modern sin keeps me far away Never fair to feel the way I do Guilt is spared whenever I’m with you I’m in the way I’m saving face I’m living proof Of disgrace It’s on your face, I see it everyday Like a cheat that keeps me from defeat It keeps my brain from running all the while becoming Sicker than I want it, better than I’d admit Drink it in when I act this way Under your skin I wonder why you stay I’ll reconcile any pain I cause It’s my denial of all the time you’ve lost I’m in the way I’m saving face I’m living proof Of disgrace It’s on your face, I see it everyday Like a cheat that keeps me from defeat It keeps my brain from running all the while becoming Sicker than I want it, better than I’d admit
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No 03:33
Acting out, a cheap excuse For every moment of my abuse I can’t stop and say, “I’m sorry for the pain” If I stop and think about it I know I’ll go insane “I’m sorry” is never quite enough But it wouldn’t feel so good if it wasn’t quite this tough Happiness is hard when you’re with me I can’t imagine the way I must seem Trying hard not to show Drowning fast in the undertow Love can make you wrong So I’m sorry for all I’ve done It wouldn’t be so hard, and I’d love you all the same If I didn’t think so hard and try to place the blame “I’m sorry” is never quite enough But it wouldn’t feel so good if it wasn’t quite this tough Happiness is hard when you’re with me I can’t imagine the way I must seem Trying hard not to show Drowning fast in the undertow

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Formerly released as Grey Natives

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released January 1, 2017

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applewhite Vancouver, British Columbia

Shoegaze/ dream pop band from Vancouver, Canada.

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